Three things. Suggest optimism, stay beautiful and keep moving. I haven't gotten to any single one of those yet and it's getting on my nerves for the most part. Things have been feeling off as of late. My previous entries reflect that rather well. The more distant I am from my writing, the more detached I become with my sense of connectedness to the world. I can't risk this. I am way past that threshold and the dissonance is intolerable.
I have to keep on writing. I have to keep myself together, if only to keep this part of my college life intact. I really don't want to lose myself again.
